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Thursday, May 29, 2008

I am a jackass of epic proportions

Today, I took embarrassing myself to a whole new level.

Last night I wrote what I thought was a pithy little blog post for our local newspaper's online edition. They, like complete fools, give me creative liberty to write about whatever I want in whatever manner I see fit. I could write my whole blog in haiku if I want. They don't edit at all.

I proofread the damn thing about 14 times and hit submit. All was well until about 1:45pm today when I get an email from the editor. I had mentioned supporting something wholeheartedly. The email reads:

"Unfortunate typo in your blog.

'It's a practive I support WHOREheartedly.'"

I gasped. I drew all of the air out of my body and shot back a reply of only two words in all caps: OH SHIT!

This is bad news. Very bad news! I immediately rush right over to the website to change this as fast as I can, praying Robert is messing with me. He would do that, he has an evil streak for sure. I log in, click the edit button, fit it all up and I exhale for the first time since opening that stupid email.

Just to be sure I'm safe I double check the content in a view setting. Yep. It's changed. When I re-read the first paragraph, and whole new kind of irony hits me. I supported something WHOREheartedly in a blog on "above and beyond" services the new W hotel will provide. Great. I've used hotel and whore in the same paragraph.

Oh and it gets better. I realize what exactly I am supporting. The original paragraph ran as such:

"I am the first to admit I am all for decadence. I highly encourage it. It's a practice I support WHOREheartedly."

Excellent. At least I appear to be a decadent whore. I'm a whore who feasts on steak and lobster. I'm a fancy whore.

Then I head back to the main page for the section. I gasp. Again. Guess whose blog they decided to feature right at the top of the list smack dab in the middle of the page? Oh yes. They did. All day today this little gem (the snippet was so kind as to cut off right after my typo) ran with my name and a lovely picture of me next to it.

This is certainly worse than the time that the same editor decided to run my post about the FBR Open being a meat market in print with the headline of "Mating As a Sport." Today makes it the second time in 18 months that I have had to call up my mother and tell her, "Mom, regardless of what is written in the paper, I am not a whore."

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I must have asked God to smite me

I have quit my job every month for the last six months. It's becoming a habit and quit a hard one to break. Each month I look forward to creating new and interesting ways to inform them I am leaving. This month, I may just send a postcard from Mexico saying I've sold all my worldly belongings and am now selling nuclear holocaust proof baked goods on the beach.

A few weeks ago I sent out my resume to 35 of the most well connected people I could think of and begged them to forward it on. I got a great email back from a friend I knew before I quit the Junior League. I trust Molly. She was forwarding it on to a recruiter. A few days later this delightful woman calls me, just as Molly says she would. As this lady recruits mainly for sales, she wanted to get me to someone who might better be able to help me.

I get a call from Jeff, another recruiter. I am excited as hell thinking, "Wow. I'm talking to one of those people that makes things happen!" I am poised and confident and answer all questions without sounding like an 8th grade cheerleader on crack. He asks me my salary requirements and I tell him. He sets an appointment to meet with me the next week. I am beyond thrilled and certain this will land me into a very nice job with a prominent company willing to give me at least a 10% raise. I'm picturing buying a round of cocktails for all my friends to celebrate. Really, could life be any better?

About a week later I get about as dressed up as I can, including the ass kicking Marc Jacobs peep toe four inch heels. I am so ready. I drive my happy ass out to Tempe to meet Jeff, my new best friend. He asked me to come early to our 2 o'clock as there is some questionaire I need to do online. No problem. My old company did that to make sure people were a match for their job. I've been done that road. I rock standardized tests.

I was so glad I left very early as I could not find the place. This part of Tempe is outside my bubble. Generally, anything south of the 60 and east of the 10 is like no man's land. It's not a bad part of town, I've just been ignoring it for the last 28 years and I'm okay with that. Adding to my confusion is that I cannot seem to find a corporate building anywhere. I finally find the right turn in. I am in a fucking strip mall.

This cannot be right. And, why are there no other cars in the parking lot and Holy Christ on a cracker, there is a tire store next door. I am walking to meet a recruiter and all I can smell is Goodyear. I meet Sandy, who will lead me through the questionaire. This office is about the size of a strip mall unit, I wonder why, and has not been decorated since the first Bush Administration and I don't mean W. The reception area in the same size as my walk in closet. Sandy takes up a good part of it. I notice that all the award on the wall are from 1990 something. I am beginning to wonder what they have been doing in this millienium.

To my left are two computers in the same type cubby that I worked at as a contributor for my college paper. Small and brown with a hutch. This is not boding well. She shows me how to get set up. Before I start the "session" she asks if I'd like water. Thanks you for noticing it's 105 degrees. She comes back and hands me not a bottle of water but a small plastic Sparklets cup half filled with water. Oh thanks. That will be oh-so-refreshing. By now I have come to a horrific realization. I am filling out a job application. Jeff is no more a recruiter that I'm Lady shagging Godiva.

After finishing, I sit in a chair literally wedged into a spot between one of the computers and Sandy's desk. It is so close to Sandy, I can almost guess what she had for lunch. I am enjoying a second round of the three tablespoons of water they give you. Shortly, a lady in very ill fitting clothes comes out to explain to me Jeff is in the middle of something and she'll be helping me. Great. It's like getting the backup QB for the Jets in your Fantasy Football draft as a first pick. Terri is one of those women whose front mystifies me. She is built so that her breasts and her stomach come out to the same point in front of her and I can't tell where one starts and the other ends. It's just a large mass. Perhaps she tucks her breasts into her waistline? Her skirt is too tight at the waist so it is clearly digging into her breasts/stomach combo. She walks past me and leads me into a room where we'll be talking.

This room looks like a room that a very unhappy employee left in a great hurry. It is drab of and nearly devoid of anything officelike save a wood veneer desk and two old chairs. She is reviewing my resume with an odd look on her face and asks me, "What are you doing now?"

"I'm doing what it says there marked under Present," I tell her and smile as sweetly as I can trying not to release the snark rising up in me.

She nods, "I see. So there's no urgency?" Thank God, no.

We talk a little more and she asks what I make. I tell her. She then reels back in her chair. She takes a good long look at me. "How are you making that much money?"

What the hell? I couldn't tell if she was astonished that I might be capable of pulling in that kind of money or if she was asking me in order to get tips so she may do the same. Part of me really wanted to look her straight in the face and say, "Blowjobs."

It turns out, Terri, informs me, that they don't recruit at my level. Yeah, really? I hadn't noticed. I have now just wasted an hour and a half of my life and I still have to walk out through wafting Eau de Michelin and get into a 150 degree car.

I got in the door at work and it was like Dorothy coming back to Kansas. I hugged the receptionist. It smelled pretty in the office. There were windows. I feel slightly more thankful now. But I am still quitting and leaving their sorry asses first chance I get!

Monday, May 26, 2008

A man selling his wares

So there I am today about 3:30 in the afternoon. Happily sitting by my pool reading a magazine. I happen to go inside for a beer and hear a knock at the door. Now, I know my friend Shari is coming by to get a piece of furniture I have been storing for her in my garage. I go to get the door thinking it's her. Well, it's not.

At my door is Morgan. I am as surprised to see him there as he is to see a bikini clad woman answer the door. He immediately tells me that he just talked to my neighbors who bought some of his wares. He is selling a product called Orange Titan. I gather this by the spray bottle labeled as such in his hand. At first I could not tell it was a cleaning solution as he sprayed it on his shirt. I was puzzled until I realized he was showing me that it does not stain or bleach clothes. I almost feel the need to inform my new buddy here that he should slow down, I've had two beers.

Then, he takes a quick look at my front porch and drops to his hands and knees and starts scrubing the grout in between my brick. With a toothbrush like object. This would not have been odd if our time spent together had totalled more than 43 seconds. Seeing that he is not impressing me, he then asks what is hardest in my house to clean. Well, gee, Morgan, I hadn't given it much thought. But hell, I've had a beer or two and suddenly it occurs to me that I could take this opportunity to pretend like I was the star of an informercial. So I retort, "Why Morgan, that would be my stainless steel refridgerator! I can't seem to get those pesky hard water stains off." So in comes Morgan and his spray bottle of miracles.

I am skeptical. My fridge looks like hammered shit. Nothing works on that damn thing. Now Morgan has dropped to the floor once again and is cleaning my fridge. Let me just say that if anyone ever comes to your house and starts cleaning random shit, let them do it. Do not look a gift horse in the mouth, people. lo and goddamn behold. My freakin' fridge is sparkling. I'm quite floored and almost want to stop him and just tell him enough, I'll buy the shit. Then, only then, does he spray this miracle elixir on my grout in my kitchen. Then he breaks out the toothbrush, scrubs and wipes it clean. HOLY SHIT! I had no idea my grout was this color. At all. It's lovely!

At this point my doorbell rings again. I excuse myself and go to answer, secretly praying it is someone with a vacuum cleaner demonstration because that would make me so happy. It's Shari. I grab her and pull her to the kitchen screaming, "Look at what this guy just did to my floor!" She is very confused because, oh yeah, I'm in my swim suit. I was so moonpied at the cleaning of my fridge that I never bothered to put on a coverup. She comes in, gasps, and now she too gets the infomercial sale.

Morgan is now really happy because he has a full audience. He kicks it into high gear. He takes the spray bottle and sprays the solution into...his...mouth. His mouth! This was to demostrate how safe it is for pets and kids. Wow. That right there is a testimony when you are willing to digest the product you are selling. Big props. I'm sold, I am buying it. I am laying down the $125 for three gallons of this stuff. And, of course, you mix it at a 15:1 dilution so this stash will last me until 2029. I'm strangely giddy in a way that only a few beers, intense sun and cleaning fumes could bring forth.

He fills out the sales slip and reminds us of his name. "Morgan. Like the Captain." And then he strikes the Captain Morgan pose. This is too much. Just as I think it cannot get any better, he tells me that he can take the $125 in cash, check, or chicken wings, "mild, medium, hot, teriyaki, whatever you want to make." And he dead pans it. Nails it. I am dying at this point. I have never had this much fun buying cleaning solution in my whole life.

This has been a win for everyone today. Morgan made a great sale to a lady in a bikini on Memorial Day. I am way too excited to see what this does to my shower. Shari got to laugh at me quite heartily. Yes, when I look back on my fondest memory of Memorial Day 2008 it will be of cleaning solution.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Dave, Part Deux

Yes, folks. I have been dumped. Again. In email. Again. I really hate men. I hate them all.

This was yet anouther case of Vanessa finding a guy that seems, for all intensive purposes, just delightful. Wonderful really. This one started out as a far cry from the last one. He called. He texted. He emailed. He actually saw me during the week. He appeared not freaked by and even inviting of letting me crash at his house. Today, he dumps me. Why? Oh, because things are moving too fast.

What is it with men? Why do they all seem to think that women want to settle down tomorrow? Why can they not just let life be ad take things as they are for what they are. Nothing more, nothing less. And what ever happen to common courtesy and talking to some in person when you end a relationship? Why must they all be cowards?

I'm not just mad. I have a damned rage about this. I just talked to my best friend Barbara who met him earlier in the month. She agreed. I was not reading into things that were not there. He cleared made it appear as though he just adored me. I didn't walk down that path on my own. He took my hand and led me right down it. He walked me way out and just turned right on back when I wasn't looking.

I am just done. I am too tired and too old for this shit. Enough already.